By now anyone who has read this blog knows that I have just finished my undergrad work and am planning to apply to grad school. Old news!!
But, it seems that God has a different plan. I don't know what it is - but it ain't the one I had. That's o.k. cause His plans are always better than mine anyway.
Here's what happened.
I called the university to find out what to do to get my diploma. I mean, after 13 years, I want that thing on my wall. The nice lady in the graduation office informs me that there is a "hold" on my transcripts. I can not explain the cold chills that went through my body at that moment. I mean, I was finished with all the required courses - f-i-n-i-s-h-e-d!! Done!!
As it turns out, the financial aid didn't cover the entire bill and I still owe about 1000 more dollars. I am crushed. That's alot of money for me not to mention the fact that I thought the entire bill was covered. To top things off, I did not recieve a bill or any type of statement during the time I was actually enrolled in this last semester.
Anyway, since I have to come up with this rather large amount of money before I can get my diploma OR have my transcripts released - I can not apply to grad school.
So, after I regained my composure I remembered that GOD IS IN CONTROL and He has a plan. Actually, this IS His plan. What ever His plan, I am not supposed to apply to grad school at this time. Now, I'm o.k. with that and I'm looking forward to the next step. He will provide a way for me to pay that bill. I know this because He has brought me this far - walked with me step by step - allowed me to learn and complete the courses - and showed me how to get it done. So, I know He will show me how to pay that bill.
This is just a roadblock and where there is a roadblock, there is always a detour - a different road to take to get to the destination. Maybe it's not the road I would have chosen but a better one. I have found that when there is a detour, then the road that is blocked is full of potholes or maybe covered by a landslide. So, the detour might turn out to be a little longer - but much smoother.
"I will bring the blind by a way they did not know; I will lead them in paths they have not known, I will make darkness light before them, And crooked places straight. These things I will do for them, And not forsake them." Isaiah 42:16
How can I possibly worry - God is in control. I will lean on Him and He will lead me. He promised and He has never let me down.
Blessings!
4 comments:
What better opportunity for God to show Himself faithful than when the way seems impossible...May He do more than you can imagine!
I saw the link to your blog in the comments of the LPM blog. I read your story and it so reminded me of a time when I was in college and the Lord really came through for me financially. Just continue to trust Him - He has never let you down so far and He wont now. It is exciting how He takes care of His children in ways we could never dream.
Thanks for visiting my blog! I live in Johnson City (we are building a house at the edge of Elizabethton - my son goes to Eliz city school)- I grew up in Blountville, so I have lots of friends in Kpt. We go to Tri-Cities Baptist Church in Gray. You and I are practically neighbors. Small world.
I am new to this blogging thing. Well, I should say I am new to my own blog. I have a friend who has a blog that I write on frequently - www.worhsippingchristian.org
Anyway, I hope to hear lots more from you !
I followed your comment to your blog from Boomama!! Thank you in advance for the referral to your church ladies!!
Have a great day!!
Leigh
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